Several years ago, I've been harrased on the internet by several adults, I've never been the same again. Then, in my real life, I've gone under harassement by my very own teachers, people I trusted. My family shamed me and wasn't supportive at all. I lost so much weight it became dangerous for my own health. Then, my family finally understood something was not right. Others teachers started to talk to me about this issue but not officially. I've changed school and things went better for me. However, the damage was done, once again, I lost a part of myself, I'm no longer able to eat or digest properly. I'm in a constent pain. Digesting is painfull, exhausting. If I don't eat, I'm not well, if I eat, I'm not well either. But it's ok. I eat bread only now, I can digest it better. I'm still able to enjoy food for the celebrations and stuff. It's not that bad. I've regain my former self once, I was so happy, I felt so light, so warm, I felt like I was back from the dead, I was once again